It has been there with me for quite some time now. and the realisation was not completely sudden. yes. i guess that’s what being in a pan indian set up does to you. I do think in english these days, apart from bangla. actually, in both. and I guess am happy for that. just that the innocence with which the first blush of happiness or venegeance rushed into my veins seem to be too mechanised these days. “kejo bhasha you see. but then again for a person who has always detested the monolingual way of expressing oneself, that’s something i should be happy about. 🙂